ze other time

Dear All,

Today is my last day at ITC.

In past 2 years, I was fortunate to work in the Sun Care domain while we were still quite new to it and so I have managed to learn a lot from multiple domains or so I'd like to believe. I was once told that if at any given time you are not feeling like an idiot or like a genius, you are not doing it right. I am very glad that I have felt this enthusiasm throughout my time at ITC and this being my first job it has shown me a very bright future to look forward to. What I would miss the most though would be the various interactions I have had with so many different kinds of people and exchange of ideas that often followed. All of this has now lead me to my decision to pursue further studies and I am leaving for the same hoping we will once again cross paths in the future.

Thank you all for your time and support.

You can connect with me on d**y_101@hotmail.com and if an email ID is too hard to remember, I'm sure it wouldn't be to hard to find me on Facebook as well if you spell my name right!

Love and luck

ze fish

Plans working out is a concept that is very new to me. Being happy constantly rotates along the same angles as well. So effectively, anything and everything seems to be  working out just fine these days. My patent came through, my farewell was very heartfelt and meaningful, my weekend plans turned out just the way I wanted them to, I got all updates I wanted even before I asked for them. In a way, I could say I now know what it is to be content. And it seems to be never ending. So I guess I'm just going to lie back and relax and enjoy it while it lasts because the emotions are so intense I couldn't begin to describe them!





love n luck

ze resignation

It's my last week at ITC! Just about the time when I started to settle in this side I had reason to move away and try to fit in somewhere I would have even less in common. I came here wanting to turn back and run as fast as my heels could carry me and now I'm starting to feel like I'm going to miss this place after all. The work was just brilliant and the interactions even better. I learned a lot... That was the idea! I could go on and on but all I'm really thinking is that I'm glad I stayed! Just that decision changed 2 years of my life completely and I wouldn't have it any other way!

So, I'll be back again. Someday, someway... If at anytime you are not feeling like a genius or extremely stupid, you're not doing it right!




love n luck

ze goa

I always noticed I don't do quite well in Goa. The place ticks me off like none other. I don't tend to lose my mind much when family is around but it's the best I've managed to pull off so far. There is one thing though that never occurred to me whenever I wondered why this was. Effectively the answer was always the usual, it's pretty much home so there's no intrigue anymore. But today I realized that it really isn't that. Well the fact is... I find it very unsafe. It's the place I'm most unsure of myself. I doubt the people, I fear the food, and leave the beach as soon as I notice the sun starting to descend. I'd never want to ride on the beach roads and I never want to argue to reduce highly inflated prices. I'm scared, and I don't want to explain this fear to everyone eagerly looking forward to a trip and so I don't Go Goa!



love n luck

ze smoothie

I haven't been writing. And if I have written anything at all, well it's not been anything worth reading really. Maybe because there are not many emotional turmoils or unavailable people to talk to both... And things seem to be really going smooth. It's always a nice feeling to overcome friction and slide past but it's a lot of fun to run down the side of a hill as well. But the thing with that is that behind everything there is a little fear that well you might trio and fall and come rolling down. You'll probably reach in one piece but not without getting beaten up oh quite a bit.

I think I'm done with my Spain shopping. And all in under an hour. It's like everything there was designed for me and it just existed for this sole purpose. This now is starting to feel just a little too smooth, I wonder if the fear should come on over already...



love n luck

ze diet rant

I'm scared! I can take care of people. Hell yeah I can teach them a lot! It's me that is the problem. Well isn't it always. The only reason someone might get bored is because they just can't stand their own company! I'm never bored. I may always be busy and occupied, but that's not an excuse. And it's not to the extent of solitary confinement madness either. I'm scared. I can't take care of me...

As a kid, I never felt hungry. Furthermore, I thought meals were a waste of time. I'd drag them on pointlessly and each one would last no less than three hours at a stretch. On the bad day, I'd fall asleep with food still in my mouth... But that's just it, a day I have alone is equivalent to a few more days I'd add to my anorexic exhibitions! And then the gastric acidity plight that befalls thereafter and then I'm starving for a few more hours. I actually get up occasionally to get myself a scrambled egg or potato chips or a bar of chocolate but the health conscious me that I am when I'm not alone is not very happy.

And so I'm scared. I'm soon going to be in a country with a higher currency exchange equivalent and who said I need more reasons to starve. So I need to get working on this and soon... ....




love n luck

Ps. Yay, I'm hungry now! Sorry I left this post hanging...

ze end of jan

I finally got my joining date and now it seems like I have a lot of time on my hands. For a bit there I was a little worried that things may not be scheduled to go as planned, so much to do, so little time, but now it feels relaxed. Like everything shall fall in to place! I still feel broke and I sure feel burdened with debt already but it feels alright. I feel alright. I guess it works out, so far it always has... ... ...



love n luck

ze Spain

Hey you,

I'm missing you! Just found out about Spain and I'm so excited, I'm borderline euphoric! And I am dying to tell you... But you're so far away, I don't actually really know where you even are right now! This is crazy! I got accepted in to the best Management school in Europe! And a top 15 in the US!!!! It doesn't seem even remotely possible, that it appeared to be this easy... Thank you so much for all your help with everything... But this is such big news and I'm not sure I know how to react! All I know, is that I've never really been this ecstatic about much before! I just want to scream and tell everyone that I got in!! And I just want to tell you, and see your expression, and watch your reaction, and hug you tight..... I miss you!!!!! You're far away! But flying kisses transcend space and time, so lots coming your way....

Love n luck,
For what it is and what it's worth...

ze xoxo

It's the end of an era. Well it actually ended sometime last year but it took me a while to get there. The music, the emotion and the late nights with the music and emotion. It got me through Junior College and stuck with me through Engineering... Just like the producer did once before. But this one ended much more at ease. It teaches you to be okay with the ways of the world and move on from there. Things works out, they always do.
XOXO



love n luck

ze 2nd

No, it's not the start of something new, but it does feel great to be here today. First time ever, I got up with the day on my mind. But it is a start, though not significant, it is an accomplishment, and because of that I am proud. It tool me a lot to get here. And a lot more than a lot of hard work and effort. And it was outstanding, I'm sure nothing less. Hell, it's been clarified! ;) With an example or two! And it's been trademarked as well!!! Great going I'd say. But there's something I learned, as a child I'd say. That to get an A was good, but to keep an A, well that was worth celebrating.

So same time, same place, a year from now, and a lot more effort, I hope to keep it outstanding and nothing less. No settling, no slacking, just the right bent of mind and a little embrace, I think is all that's need, to figure out the maze!



Love n luck

ze yesters

It's been a while now, quite a while, and all that crosses my mind is beauty! I've been trying to find the words to explain it but they just doesn't seem to be around and they're not to be found today either. Yet it is all around me, in it's previously unknown ever engulfing nature and it's inspiring. It gets me through the day, it gets through the things I do in a day, and it gets me through these things in a way I could never have done them before! It strengthens my resolve and propels my ambition! It makes me feel untouchable in spirit and at the same time vulnerable to the essence of thought... And it gets me through things in the best way I could possibly do them!

I like perfection. I also like reality. I'm a hopeless optimist when things are most bleak, I am a pessimist when I don't like something, but besides the times that I am a realist, I'm an optimist. I guess it's the underdog feeling. But through it all, the standards I set for myself are pretty high. I like the challenge. Moreover, I like knowing it's not that difficult, it may be high, but it's rarely difficult. Or maybe that's just the optimist! ;)

So the beauty I am talking about... It's like the movie 'Limitless'. I don't really know whether it's the beauty that's making everything seem like it's falling in to place (and allowing me to disregard the things not falling in to place) or whether it's the things falling in to place that's making everything seem so beautiful. That even that, beautiful, for the lack of a better word. Not that there aren't any, but I'm liking what this one implies in its calm simplicity and three-syllabled effort.

It's not always like this. But I think it's a reward for all the patience I've been learning. :P


love n luck

ze #IEApplication

L. How do you envision the city of the future?

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ze gone

Day before yesterday, last year, I thought I'd call you and tell you i had got an interview at the company I wanted to join. But then I thought, it would be more exciting if I'd call you and tell you that I had got the job and I was coming over to celebrate!

So then yesterday, last year, I had my interview and I was going on a trip, the first of one of this proportion! Had I not gone on that trip, I might have come over irrespective and we would have celebrated, irrespective! And then maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't have got the news I got, tomorrow, last year! And I recall giving you clear guidelines as well... We did celebrate over it!

love n luck

ze dezness

This time I have your number, but you refuse to reply!


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