so my exams are like technically getting done on the 5th kinda thing... it like the day after tomorrow or so... but im not planning on leaving for home until the 7th night... which means i will reach only 8th afternoon.... but.... as of today afternoon, mother and dad are taking it in turns to ask me if i plan on coming any earlier or... if i totally do not like them or.... something that i want to be away from them for so long even when im getting a chance to do so otherwise....
so i almost promised them that i will not really show my face earlier than when i was actually planning on being there... partly as i do not want to cancel my ticket.... n i do not want to lose money because of canceling my ticket and i do not want to go through the pain of trying to get another ticket to the almost totally packed n over crowed means of transport for other people returning to bombay too..... n also bombay is like a change over for like alot of people so even those who do not live ther are going there.....
and the basic whole idea of not running home as soon as the exam are over was because that was supposed to be like a cool off period... like a break or time out or something....not that i do much to deserve them but i am like a big mega huge major fan of timeouts... n i like to take my own as an when i can and as often as i can cause the opportunities that pass your way are really few.... so i just usually take it for granted that my mother after knowing me for like a little more than 17yrs 7months some odd days now.... just thought she would have figured this out a while ago and would probably know of it like the back of her palm... but evidently she has no clue of even the bare existence of such a thing... not something i expected... totally not anticipated and moreover of her at all.... heart break.... heart break.... [read:hibernate, oblivion] n jus by the way... empty... sorry relatively empty spaces are nice places to go on a relax holiday with yourself.... n how often are you able to get people lik soooooo many people to vacate places fast enough without declarin a life hazardous situation kinda thing???
Mother you u should start reading blog.... might just do u a world of good...
anyway... hoping she shall figure in due course of time.... n while still hopin....
love n luck
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mothers do not read blogs unless you tell them to. and then when you know they do, you start thinking about everything that you put up. which beats the entire purpose of the blog
so who was giving her the blog..... i weighed out all those pros n cons.... yup i did
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