ze uncanny laughter - III

I stare at the ceiling,
Darkness all abound.
The silence is unnerving,
And you are not to be found.

I know I should be stronger,
I wish I could wish this all away,
But it never gets over,
There is only one way...

And this I lack the courage to explore,
To go forth and fall back from trying harder once more.
And the doors open wider to the beyond
With the cracks growing deeper and creeping upon.

I wish that you knew me,
That you knew me like I know you,
That you'd be here to say goodbye,
You hear me call, one last time.

Each step I take grows weary,
My strength gets drawn away.
They despise it and curse,
But they don't know that I hope to be back someday.




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