ze connection

its crazy the way we react to similar things among people we meet. may eventually referred to as bonding and indirectly it wud be quite literally correct too. the way we catch on to and further more, hold on to similarities between our lives and that of someone else could be in its own way nothing less than personal relationships with each common instance on its own. we relate to such ideas like we were exactly at the same place, at the same time and like we processed thoughts in the exact same sequence. and the few occasions that there may actually be a difference, we view it as variety adding spice to life.

its hard to let go of such kind of people. you'd think that if you shared so much in common life would be easiest to go through if lived together. and even if not together, the mere companionship would make everything else seem like a blur, which maybe is what it should actually be. in parting is great sadness. the uncertainty of being able to replace them, of being able to share your views, of knowing that even if u cant maybe they can and your ok wit that. so how do you move on from there? my thoughts are getting quite murky.

lets try and put a few things in to perspective. common ground is essential for all logical purposes with anyone who is to be more than just an acquaintance. but then where does the diversity start?.. and how common is common enough. common things for which i would settle for is ideology on something which is important to me! but this subject has got to have a lot of branches and deviations between views should be maintained... if not, somethin or someone should be dramatically the same, and then again this something or someone should not be just a one time thing.

im craving an emotional connection at the moment. somethin which is a little deep and something which is completely reciprocated! i need a little bit of direction and a little bit of perspecive. all in all, i need a whole lote of love!







love n lcuk



ps. i love to see my boss smile... it reassures me that his day is not all that bad and that he can handle it!