Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ze inevitable

this place has been a lil unusual of late.. not that im not acceptin that a lil, unusual n of late are all understatements.... but stil.... it jus lik reli reli quite strange actually..... most ppl losin the top of their heads which most of em never really had in the first place. yet they still losin them to the only thing which seems to be the talk of the town.... the end sems.... n i can lik totally say town with lik all confidence n conviction cuz v lik are the town... its lik by us, for us, from us kinda thin n ya thats how big it is.....

then dee tee is becomin lik more frequent.... way more frequent... it lik a recurrent decision v hav to lik make everyday... yes every frickin day.... n also v hav to keep disagreein with the agree to DEFINITELY go to dee tee decision made with loads of conviction... it not too difficult... but u stubborness is our motto kinda thing.... n too consider its not even much of a decision to make yet its like the first question we ask ourselves as we lik tryin desperately to lift our sleepy heads off our nice, soft, cozy, cuddly pillows in the mornin - late afternoon.... snuggle snuggle... yet the stupid decision is lik as difficult as do you think its the right time to adopt our first baby elephant kinda thing.... bad example.... everyone knows that thursday afternoons are the right time to adopt african baby elephants n friday evening asian ones!!! but stil u gettin the point i hope.....

oh ya then again the major mood swings thats hoverin jus a few millimeters overhead kinda thing... then the blankness of a clear n spotless mind followin in close pursuit.... bwuauey... the disagreement with huge issues n the unanimous agreement with stupid, non necessary, absolutely pointless stuff...tails... heads....heads... then after a while it could be ant side of then frickin coin or mayb its not even a coin n yet you lik couldn care less.... n the random bouts of aggression... the real disastrous, skin rupturin kinda aggression.... wierd random heart to heart talks at all times of the day.... 21 hrs, 02 hrs, 03:47 hrs, 05:48 hrs, 13:26 hrs... the impulsiveness... spotaneity... impetuosity... simply mind blowing stuff but timin lik beyond disastrous.... lik plantin a time bomb dated 21st century BC or somethin la dat.... la dat....

then the reduction of ppl, population n crowd in the usual burstin at the seams kinda regions of OUR town (refer 1st para).... availability of the cs sofa at peak hours... at all hours.... occupation of the cs sofa by us.... n one would think they would never live to see the day..... talk about having to rethink stuff....

also the diminution of the number of the walk ppl.... hey the walk ppl sounds nice.... :) .. its now more or less lik 3 which eventually gets down to 2 kinda thing.... its not nice.... not nice at all.....
ah... n lik french class also endin... n its lik a few days before we gonna be home again never to return til the dawn of the new year kinda thin...... its gonna be a long while.... mayb it will be my bloggin time off too.... atleast the frequency wil pretty much reduce.... that for sure i guess... theres no way around it i think... not avertable.... totally cant escape it....

hopefully everything wil get back to normal wen we return.... but mayb it wont... but mayb it's good that thi happened... but mayb it would be better if it stayed this way... but mayb we will never kno... but mayb we aren supposed to.... but mayb..... n mayb........ wa mayb?? jus mayb....

love n luck

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