Stuff happens, everyday,
Some days more than usual,
Some days insignificantly,
But coupled with emotions too,
Then those are the days we get screwed through and through!
I got two strong arms, blessings of babylon,
with time to carry on and try
for sins and false alarms
so to america the brave
wise men save
near a tree by a river
there's a hole in the ground
where an old man of aran
goes around and around
and his mind is a beacon
in the veil of the night
for a strange kind of fashion
there's a wrong and a right
but he'll never, never fight over you
i got plans for us
nights in the scullery
and days instead of me
i only know what to discuss
of for anything but light
wise men fighting over you
it's not me you see
pieces of valentine
with just a song of mine
to keep from burning history
seasons of gasoline and gold
wise men fold
i got time to kill
sly looks in corridors
without a plan of yours
a blackbird sings on bluebird hill
thanks to the calling of the wild wise mens child.
love n luck
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
ze chance or choice
When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place
at the right time,
That's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.
That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice.
That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate
Whether you want to make this a concrete relationship or just a fling?
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide
To love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
A choice made by us.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe
is so true: " Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."
I believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with them is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly...
love n luck
love n luck (for the previous post!)
at the right time,
That's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.
That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice.
That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate
Whether you want to make this a concrete relationship or just a fling?
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide
To love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
A choice made by us.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe
is so true: " Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."
I believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with them is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly...
love n luck
love n luck (for the previous post!)
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
ze storm
Its been a while… and more so since I think I stopped writing cos I would repeat somethings just so often in a day that there was no need anymore to reveal my history to the universe… guess im slacking on my typing too… it’s really been a while!
Today in fact as I was walking to class, this thought struck me. I was considering what manipal roads would be lik, the one joining kc to mit via campus store at least, so yeah I was wondering what the road would be like if they just allowed all the dead leaves and fallen flowers to just stay like that and the sweepers would pick up only the trash which some idiots decid to leave behind after being educated to quite a vast extent I would say!!!
Besides that, I was reminded today of how relationships make you miss out on a lot of things. And I had considered that thought earlier but as I wouldn’t really get down to even considering doing them I just banished those ideas.. well actually I might have landed up considering them but still the extent to which I would go wouldn be much as there is still a lot of ground work to be done. So today when someone mentioned the thought of a relationship holding me back from trying my hand at it got me thinking of whether it was true and I would actually have done more about it… I reached back to where I started initially but overall I think I wont really know till I try. And in my opinion, the sky isn’t the limit!
I cant believe I actually ran down to wish someone for their birthday just for a slice of cake… and to top it off, it didn’t even taste that great after all… it’s a really sad, however understandable a thing, that CCD cakes taste frickin horrid outside of their cafĂ©! Why, why would anyone do that… the stupid idiots!
Though I think the exact thing that I cant get out off my head is the whole long distance concept… we shall now discuss it from all angles and frontiers:
Everyone needs physical contact sometime or the other whatever may be the situation, sometimes amazing conversations just aren’t enough!
Time is money. The ‘time’ you spend with each other be it on a phone, the internet, telegram… they all cost.
The time filter… as we refer to the previous point it also comes to mind that in order for us to maintain a balance of both time and money, are conversations are never complete.
The expectation factor-well we’ll just say, its still an expectation.
The other couples everywhere. And the missing. And the what ifs. And the miss some more. And the im sure we’ll be like that when we see each other next. And then how the other couples when looking for support against their single friends or ‘other-halves’ turn to you for your opinion cos technically your experienced too and then on goes the day dreaming and the reminders.
Loyalty. Open relationships. Envy and jealousy.
The break up. And everyone is so sure had they have been together, that break up just wouldn’t have happened, not for those reasons at least.
It rained today. Not for too long but after an approximate 5 and half hour lab exam with the promise of no less then 3 hrs more the next day, it rained today! And before that, the storm, well it blew leaves off roofs and twirled those on the ground 1 floor high. The dust was blinding me on the second floor!
And as I walked out of the building, and walked out into the world again, I glanced out on to the road and it was layered with yellowing leaves and fallen flowers and little cotton puffs and tiny seeds.
Guess those will be swept of tomorrow!
Today in fact as I was walking to class, this thought struck me. I was considering what manipal roads would be lik, the one joining kc to mit via campus store at least, so yeah I was wondering what the road would be like if they just allowed all the dead leaves and fallen flowers to just stay like that and the sweepers would pick up only the trash which some idiots decid to leave behind after being educated to quite a vast extent I would say!!!
Besides that, I was reminded today of how relationships make you miss out on a lot of things. And I had considered that thought earlier but as I wouldn’t really get down to even considering doing them I just banished those ideas.. well actually I might have landed up considering them but still the extent to which I would go wouldn be much as there is still a lot of ground work to be done. So today when someone mentioned the thought of a relationship holding me back from trying my hand at it got me thinking of whether it was true and I would actually have done more about it… I reached back to where I started initially but overall I think I wont really know till I try. And in my opinion, the sky isn’t the limit!
I cant believe I actually ran down to wish someone for their birthday just for a slice of cake… and to top it off, it didn’t even taste that great after all… it’s a really sad, however understandable a thing, that CCD cakes taste frickin horrid outside of their cafĂ©! Why, why would anyone do that… the stupid idiots!
Though I think the exact thing that I cant get out off my head is the whole long distance concept… we shall now discuss it from all angles and frontiers:
Everyone needs physical contact sometime or the other whatever may be the situation, sometimes amazing conversations just aren’t enough!
Time is money. The ‘time’ you spend with each other be it on a phone, the internet, telegram… they all cost.
The time filter… as we refer to the previous point it also comes to mind that in order for us to maintain a balance of both time and money, are conversations are never complete.
The expectation factor-well we’ll just say, its still an expectation.
The other couples everywhere. And the missing. And the what ifs. And the miss some more. And the im sure we’ll be like that when we see each other next. And then how the other couples when looking for support against their single friends or ‘other-halves’ turn to you for your opinion cos technically your experienced too and then on goes the day dreaming and the reminders.
Loyalty. Open relationships. Envy and jealousy.
The break up. And everyone is so sure had they have been together, that break up just wouldn’t have happened, not for those reasons at least.
It rained today. Not for too long but after an approximate 5 and half hour lab exam with the promise of no less then 3 hrs more the next day, it rained today! And before that, the storm, well it blew leaves off roofs and twirled those on the ground 1 floor high. The dust was blinding me on the second floor!
And as I walked out of the building, and walked out into the world again, I glanced out on to the road and it was layered with yellowing leaves and fallen flowers and little cotton puffs and tiny seeds.
Guess those will be swept of tomorrow!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ze song
TIME IS ZERO
See the streets darken by night
See the clouds turn out the light
But the steps do lead somewhere
The footprints are always there
All the dreams are here to stay
When hope has lost its way
And I'll beeeee there
You know you want me too...
You know you do!
See the mind ferment the thoughts
See the ambitions rot
But the nag doesn't resolve itself
Conscience never sleeps
And the drain is clogged again
The force unbearable when
Yet the game has begun
Alongside I shall run
You know you want me too...
You know you do!
See the white ribbon, the finish line
See the purity, tranquility, divine
But do not force the exit
Bliss ain't thy name but for someone it is
Te sun may not shine through
But the shadows might even out
And I'll wait for you, I'll wait, I'll wait, I will.
And I'll be there to cut the fall for you,
I once fell too...
love n luck
11th August, 2009
See the streets darken by night
See the clouds turn out the light
But the steps do lead somewhere
The footprints are always there
All the dreams are here to stay
When hope has lost its way
And I'll beeeee there
You know you want me too...
You know you do!
See the mind ferment the thoughts
See the ambitions rot
But the nag doesn't resolve itself
Conscience never sleeps
And the drain is clogged again
The force unbearable when
Yet the game has begun
Alongside I shall run
You know you want me too...
You know you do!
See the white ribbon, the finish line
See the purity, tranquility, divine
But do not force the exit
Bliss ain't thy name but for someone it is
Te sun may not shine through
But the shadows might even out
And I'll wait for you, I'll wait, I'll wait, I will.
And I'll be there to cut the fall for you,
I once fell too...
love n luck
11th August, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
ze colors
CALCULATIONS
The colors,
They inspire us,
They call out to us,
All to see the world differently.
The sounds,
They shout louder so we can hear them,
Yelling, one more vocal than the other,
All to hear the world differently.
Music, art, tunes, scenes,
It's never what you see or hear is it?
Do you hear me now?
Do you see?
Look deep...
A little further,
Make a wish,
Picturesque and loud,
Now let it float and develop dreams of it's own.
Just as a bottle sails the seas for centuries,
And fish swim forever,
Let it go,
If it returns, it's yours,
If it doesn't, it never was.
Determination, motivation,
Self-belief, self-confidence,
Or maybe just hope in humanity.
Do you hear me?
I love you too!
love n luck
22nd August, 2009
The colors,
They inspire us,
They call out to us,
All to see the world differently.
The sounds,
They shout louder so we can hear them,
Yelling, one more vocal than the other,
All to hear the world differently.
Music, art, tunes, scenes,
It's never what you see or hear is it?
Do you hear me now?
Do you see?
Look deep...
A little further,
Make a wish,
Picturesque and loud,
Now let it float and develop dreams of it's own.
Just as a bottle sails the seas for centuries,
And fish swim forever,
Let it go,
If it returns, it's yours,
If it doesn't, it never was.
Determination, motivation,
Self-belief, self-confidence,
Or maybe just hope in humanity.
Do you hear me?
I love you too!
love n luck
22nd August, 2009
ze big bad world doesn’t owe you a thing
Some call it sick, I call it weak
The color drains
The faces fade
The leaves fall
Doesn’t everyone leave…?
One and all
It’s not now that it once was
There’s always a start
But maybe that isn’t the dawn that’s to come
Doesn’t’ everyone leave?
One and all
Keep on running
Keep on running
Learn to be still
Doesn’t everyone leave?
One and all
And just before the fall
One of these nights
One of these crazier days
When the wicked world is just too nefarious
And you’re just so far out of reach
I’m at home with the feeling
But why does it surprise me every time you go away
And I’ll still be here
Waiting, that’s what I do
Just wait for you.
Every time you go away
Every time you go away
Every time you go
Away
I love you
I miss you
It’s what you taught me
I want to disappear too
That you left me illiterate to
It’s what you did to my soul
love n luck
The color drains
The faces fade
The leaves fall
Doesn’t everyone leave…?
One and all
It’s not now that it once was
There’s always a start
But maybe that isn’t the dawn that’s to come
Doesn’t’ everyone leave?
One and all
Keep on running
Keep on running
Learn to be still
Doesn’t everyone leave?
One and all
And just before the fall
One of these nights
One of these crazier days
When the wicked world is just too nefarious
And you’re just so far out of reach
I’m at home with the feeling
But why does it surprise me every time you go away
And I’ll still be here
Waiting, that’s what I do
Just wait for you.
Every time you go away
Every time you go away
Every time you go
Away
I love you
I miss you
It’s what you taught me
I want to disappear too
That you left me illiterate to
It’s what you did to my soul
love n luck
Saturday, August 22, 2009
ze masochism
Let Her Go.
I guess it's just me being honest more than anything else, I just don't want to waste anyone's time.

It's really hard to give up things that you really want, but know that they are better left untouched and unknown.
I would give you everything if I knew how, if I had anything left to give.
I'm still just waiting to be swept off my feet.

To ler her go, ler her go
Let her fall let her fly
She wants to touch the world with her own hands
Let her go, let her go
Let her love and let her cry
If you trust her soon you both will understand
She'll come back home if you let her go
Going back and forth inside my shut up brain again
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
Worlds apart, I'm torn apart, I'll stall up my senses
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
Somehow through it all we've become defenseless
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
I'm living this lie and I can't pretend
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
And I know I'll get that feeling when we meet again
And I know I will be stronger in the end
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye [x2]
Now we realize the compromises you and I
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
You fell from heaven to heartbreak in the blink of an eye
Why don't you just keep it real
Let her know just how you feel
If you love her let her go, her go
When you met her it was good
You did everything you could
If you love her let her go, her go
You were her only girl
The most precious thing in her world
And I know it makes you cry
That you never got to say goodbye
You were just running out of time
To say what was on your mind
You never wanted her to leave
And mom I know it makes you grief
But why don't you celebrate the moments that you shared yeah
'Cuz now she's watching over you
It's true
And you know it too
Just let her go...
If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go...
Another sleepless night
I'm still starin' at the ceiling
I can hear him fighting
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwing up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another day goes by and nothing changed
He's still the same
I can hear her cryin
Thinking she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
When you see love
And you don't know what it is
You might find yourself in fear
To show your heart
But when you feel is
And it's oh, so wonderful
You might find yourself in fear
To let it part, in fear to let it part
So hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go again
And hold him closer when he tries
To hold the tears back from his eyes
Don't say goodbye
There's so many things you should have told her
But night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her tears on your shoulder.
There's so many things you should have told her
But night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her tears on your shoulder.
There's so many things you should have told her
But night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her tears on your shoulder.
love n luck
I guess it's just me being honest more than anything else, I just don't want to waste anyone's time.

It's really hard to give up things that you really want, but know that they are better left untouched and unknown.
I would give you everything if I knew how, if I had anything left to give.
I'm still just waiting to be swept off my feet.

To ler her go, ler her go
Let her fall let her fly
She wants to touch the world with her own hands
Let her go, let her go
Let her love and let her cry
If you trust her soon you both will understand
She'll come back home if you let her go
Going back and forth inside my shut up brain again
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
Worlds apart, I'm torn apart, I'll stall up my senses
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
Somehow through it all we've become defenseless
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
I'm living this lie and I can't pretend
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
And I know I'll get that feeling when we meet again
And I know I will be stronger in the end
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye [x2]
Now we realize the compromises you and I
(You gotta let her go, gotta let her go)
You fell from heaven to heartbreak in the blink of an eye
Why don't you just keep it real
Let her know just how you feel
If you love her let her go, her go
When you met her it was good
You did everything you could
If you love her let her go, her go
You were her only girl
The most precious thing in her world
And I know it makes you cry
That you never got to say goodbye
You were just running out of time
To say what was on your mind
You never wanted her to leave
And mom I know it makes you grief
But why don't you celebrate the moments that you shared yeah
'Cuz now she's watching over you
It's true
And you know it too
Just let her go...
If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go...
Another sleepless night
I'm still starin' at the ceiling
I can hear him fighting
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwing up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another day goes by and nothing changed
He's still the same
I can hear her cryin
Thinking she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
When you see love
And you don't know what it is
You might find yourself in fear
To show your heart
But when you feel is
And it's oh, so wonderful
You might find yourself in fear
To let it part, in fear to let it part
So hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go again
And hold him closer when he tries
To hold the tears back from his eyes
Don't say goodbye
There's so many things you should have told her
But night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her tears on your shoulder.
There's so many things you should have told her
But night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her tears on your shoulder.
There's so many things you should have told her
But night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her tears on your shoulder.
love n luck
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