Friday, October 21, 2011

ze apparent winner! :S

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser's standing small
Beside the victory
That's a destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always stay in love
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...







love n luck

Monday, October 17, 2011

ze yellow

and now no one will know,
when I put in a row...
Madhuri Dixit,
Kangana Ranaut,
Sridevi!
ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
;)








love n luck

these times may be the first, but they're never the last!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

ze 7th

The thing about fourth year is...








There is always something to talk about! And no gossip can beat this!





Love n luck

Sunday, October 9, 2011

ze decipher

Sometimes I forget how beautiful u are!







love n luck

Saturday, October 8, 2011

ze if only



its jus a smiley...
thats all it wil ever be
jus a smiley







i soooooooooooooooooooooooo badly need a friend
its sad


















love n luck

Ps. for d record, the episode is called 'The Perfect Couple'

ze catastrophe

As usual, I never reach Bangalore as early as I would like to be there. It just seems so impossible that I dunno how everyone else seems to manage it with such ease. Not even a tiny hint of a clue! Besides Bangalore, I'm pretty much done here. I'm at the same place I was a little while ago and the only thing I recognize is confusion. And I cannot work with confusion. My mind is so cluttered, my day is a mess, I cant even wake up and feel good about it. My cute little tragedy. Fun-sized you could call it!

Anyway, GRE was good! Math was decent! I knew complete vocab of whatsoever they decided to ask! Life seemed just like I wanted it to be. But then again, who am I kidding.... GRE was a joke! Math was decent! Vocab was great! Verbal was 380-480!

After GRE was the best time I've ever spent in B'lore. >> Notice how I so conveniently skip forward the tragic part I've but beating myself up over for the last few days yet it's worse when it's in writing yeah, so fast forwarding, >> ! As far as i reckon, all my B'lore trips have been way better than I expect them to be! My B'lore trips in all it's entirety have been absolutely mind-blowing... And I only use this term very very literally! ;)

I don't recall whether I blogged about Bangalore before :S it has always been my favorite vacation! I always meet someone I don't know there... And that's the crazy part about it... There are soooooooooooo many people I don't know there and yet so many for that very amount of unknown people, exactly that many people I will always remember. Who would've thought? ;)

The informality. The lack of casual stuff. The sudden unexpected turn of events. The I-could-be-lost-and-I-wouldn't-even-know-it! The malls... The crosses... The blocks... The apparent circles... Phew!

The thing about B'lore... Is belonging... YOU JUST NEVER WILL!!!!!!!

It's good! It's the best you could think of in ever... It's the whore you keep coming back for... And its crazy to fall in love with someone like that! It's the best and the worst ever! She'll give you all she's got but she'll never be just yours! She'll try everything in her power to make sure you've never seen better, but even at your happiest you cant let go of the thought that you have to let go!

You've never seen her looking so lovely as she did that night,
You've never seen her looking so gorgeous as she did that night,
You've never seen her shine so bright,
You've never seen her shine so bright. She was amazing!

You have never seen that dress she's wearing,
Or the highlights in her head that catch her eyes, you have been blind.
You've never seen so many men ask her if she wanted to dance,
They're looking for a little romance, given half a chance.
You've never seen so many people want to be there by her side,
And when she turned to you and smiled, it took your breath away.
You have never had such a feeling,
Such a feeling of complete and utter love, as you did that night.


You want to dream she is dancing with you,
There's nobody here, it's just her and you,
It's where you wanna be!
But you hardly know this beauty by your side.
You'll never forget, the way she looks tonight,
The way she looks tonight,
You never will forget, the way she looks tonight!

It's confusion, it's delusion, it's Stanford! But you cant let go!



Because dinner and a movie just wont do, ever... But sometimes starters and a trailer might be your only wish tonight.

So, are you free tonight?
Please, please be.
And then maybe a little later I can say,






"Are we done yet?


'Cause I'm through!"















love n luck

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

ze paparazzi

Issue or argument? How do you define the difference? To judge or not to judge? To become oblivious to it all...


I hope I remember, I want to post once I'm back from Bangalore!








love n all-the-best-of-luck

Monday, October 3, 2011

ze 14

As credit to my last post...


To think, 14 is all the mistakes, all the accomplishments! Everything I've got right this year! Everything that will be irreparable! For love, with the hope of luck!!! It's 14!

Now would I want to write 14 things about 14?
Would I curtail it to 4 good, and 1 bad, for what it's worth?
Would numerology define it?

Maybe I'll settle with, why should two digits signify any thing?






love n luck

Sunday, October 2, 2011

ze things that will never be

The things that will never be... AGAIN..

The things that will never be. Wishful thinking. Hope. An excuse to live life yet another day. To wake up today and realize, world peace exists, you can teleport, the person asleep next to you will always have the same affection and love for you and you'd never have a disagreement ever, your on vacation-with absolutely nothing to think about-not even pondering the mysteries of the universe, you never have to slam the door again, you never have to give up in the middle of a text message conversation and say let time do it's thing.

No. There are no lyrics for every mood. There is no song for every situation. Lets rephrase. There shouldn't be! People may self introspect, melody induced, time and time again, but do they ever learn to live with themselves? Do they ever master the art of not saying, "I wish I...!"

Today I might wish I knew 6 years ago as much as I know now. Though, almost all of what I know now, I can proudly credit to experience. A few things I can credit to other peoples experience, though does that certify me to still say that my word on the subject should be most trusted. An then again, if I did learn all of this then, what about saturation? Understanding and the ability to comprehend? Psychology?

Time is an illusion. Time is a dimension. Time is a frame, time is a plane. Planes do not possess the attribute of width, though they can extend, without limit, in length and breadth. Any point in a plane can be defined by a co-ordinate. This is relative to the axes of the plane. A single point on one plane, can also be a point on an infinite number of planes. Please tell me again, what is time?





Whoever thought, there might be a longer list than that of the things I'll never say...





Whoever thought, there might be a post on 'ze things that will never be' and not one line in that post would begin to describe any of my aspirations of what I would want, to be!











love and luck


Ps. Can we say for sure, that in the entire existence of space, the sun has seemingly traveled the same path, or even part of the same path twice?
Space is a dimension.