ze 31122010

Candy Floss... Filet o'Fish... Ice Gola... Cheese!!

Last sunset of the year 18.07hrs,

Home alone bringing in the new year with Gregory House. Fun ain't it...


I usually never see the sunset. Thought this year should be different. Thought I should actually get down to doing things I found really stupid and nonsensical quite pointlessly. The sunset was pretty good. The year will be...???????


This is my 24th post of the year!! The inverted number of my usual 42! Guess that would be pretty self explanatory of my year gone by! No words needed!






love n luck

ze coincidence

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting Stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting Stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)



love n luck

ze traffic lights

'I hate traffic jams'
'It's not a jam, the red light is on'
'I hate waiting, it makes no sense at all'
*pure silence*
*end of conversation*
*mind process: the implications of awaiting life*
*most traffic lights or stops are self created. self referring to the core of the human race. humans being logical beings probably reasoned out the requirement of such a discipline. so someone somewhere down the line thought that traffic lights were essential to everyday human life.*
*throughout our day we have decisions abound and each decision we make is either stepping on the brakes or pumping the gas. and since our day voluntarily or not consists of a lot of people we don't even seem to realize, passing us by, there are way too many dimensions to consider and to maintain to get through the day sane. Thus, the traffic lights are like time out signals, everyone needs a break, rest is inevitable.*
*though this is not the driving force somehow. everyone waits for the weekend, but no one waits for the traffic light. maybe its the way its marketed. maybe its the anticipation. maybe its the collision of dimensions. but what makes it truly different? the concept and logic seems to be the same, but why is it approached so irrationally and illogically? a mind set to be irritated with even the mention of a just-around-the-corner.*
*mind process adjourned. mind process experiencing logic system difficulty. mind process retiring for the day to embrace another with wisdom of 24!*





love n luck

ze exhibition

Once upon a time in a land nearby, where times and tides weren't the same as they are now, there used to be the occasional town market, where people from far and wide used to promptly arrive to check out the humble merchants wares. It was enthusiasm and awe abound. Flying carpets and shape shifters, climbing water and ferocious animals frozen in stone. Everyone was anxious to see the new object of the year. The one that would amaze and leave you star struck.
But then as time passed, the tease got to one and all. The magic was never affordable and it was torturous to stand and stare. The crowds started to reduce and flock away, leaving the merchants at the height of dismay. Soon, the excitement, the hype died down, and as the years passed by, the visitors to the fare grew weary by the day.
Today if you take a walk down the same road, the merchants sit amongst their goods dreaming of the days that were and the atmosphere, welcoming no doubt, lacks the spark that once drew crowds and crowds. Interaction happens only on insisting, and talk is small an dreary.
It is the change of season. It is the time to go home. It is the time to drive your sword in to the ground and walk home with the white flag covering your back.



love n luck

ze Xperia X10 vs Standard Battery BST-33

Also known as Sony Ericsson Robyn

General 2G Network GSM 850 / 900 / 1800 / 1900
3G Network HSDPA 900 / 2100
HSDPA 850 / 1900 / 2100
Announced 2010, February

Status Available. Released 2010, May

Size Dimensions 83 x 50 x 16 mm
Weight 88 g

Display Type TFT capacitive touchscreen, 16M colors (65K effective)
Size 240 x 320 pixels, 2.55 inches
- Scratch-resistant surface
- Accelerometer sensor for UI auto-rotate
- Timescape UI

Sound Alert types Vibration, MP3 ringtones

Speakerphone Yes
- 3.5 mm audio jack

Memory Phonebook Practically unlimited entries and fields, Photocall
Call records Practically unlimited
Internal 128MB
Card slot microSD, up to 16GB, 2GB included
Data GPRS Up to 85.6 kbps

EDGE Up to 236.8 kbps
3G HSDPA, 7.2 Mbps; HSUPA, 2 Mbps
WLAN Wi-Fi 802.11b/g
Bluetooth Yes, v2.0 with A2DP, EDR
Infrared port No
USB Yes, v2.0 microUSB

Camera Primary 5 MP, 2592х1944 pixels, autofocus, LED flash, check quality
Features Geo-tagging
Video Yes, VGA@30fps, video light

Features OS Android OS 1.6 (Donut), upgradable to Android 2.1 (Eclair)
CPU Qualcomm MSM7227 600MHz

Messaging SMS (threaded view), MMS, Email, Push email, IM

Browser HTML

Radio Stereo FM radio with RDS

Colors Gold, Pearl White, Black, Pink, Lime, Red, Silver

GPS Yes, with A-GPS support

Java Yes, via third-party application
- MP4/H.263/H.264/WMV player
- MP3/eAAC+/WMA/WAV player
- Google Search, Maps, Gmail, YouTube, Calendar, Google Talk
- Google Voice Search (market dependent)
- Digital compass
- TrackID music recognition
- Document viewer
- Voice memo
- Predictive text input

Battery Standard battery, Li-Po 950 mAh
Stand-by Up to 285 h (2G) / Up to 360 h (3G)
Talk time Up to 4 h (2G) / Up to 3 h 30 min (3G)



for now i think i shall stick with the battery







love n luck

ze authority

Information is power


And that my dear friend is how you learn to manipulate people.
Eavesdropping is an art!






love n luck

ze santa

All I want for Christmas, is, YOU!





love n luck,
this time I need it if I really want my Christmas gift!

ze season's greetings

It's amazing how I can never seem to loive in Bombay these days. I barely reach here and I want to get back. And the more surprising part is when I so innocently and unknowingly refer to getting back as to get home. Bombay doesn't seem like home anymore. It now seems like a mere obligation to not bite the hand that feeds you. It's sad when life is reduced to this. Think it marks the coming of the end of the world. It definitely should be somewhere around the corner if even during Christmas people realize the only way to be happy and to enjoy the festive season is to pretend like nothing wrong ever happens anyway. And Manohar Pai talks about masks.

I think I know exactly why I don't like staying here anymore but 1 thing I've not put into place exactly is my lethargy and lack of enthusiasm to socialize with people I would normally refer to as pretty good friends. At the moment nothing at all seems to matter in any way whatsoever. The food is not good. I meet only people I do not share strong emotional attachments with. I'm becoming more and more distant from the only person I willingly care about without a doubt... And it's Christmas time, what more could be reason enough!!!!

This might be the first of many,
I shall not bore you already!




love n luck

ze whiney

love n luck

ze vineeeee

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

ze vineeee

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

ze vineee

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

ze vinee

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

ze vine

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

ze holiday

Just the other day I was thinking to myself. I actually like Manipal. And the time I like it most is when no one is around. No agenda. No semester. Pre sem or post sem. Windows with the lights turned out so much so that you can count the degree of civilization. Kc so empty that you have things to complain about when the new batch of first years are here!! Its you and yourself. Its when clarity of mind and you can walk hand in hand. When peace and solace don't seem like the light at the END of the tunnel. 'Cause like technically here you're either out of the tunnel or just getting in to it. And man this tunnel has had the most random memories so far! I can, for the first time since I've got here, say, "Thank God it's over!!!"



Ps. Il be in Manipal till the 20th of december, I'll explain to you why that's just the best thing in the world!! :) :D

Pss. I can't in any way whatsoever take a let down if these holidays fail! And it's not in my hands. When is it ever?

ze ratio

Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!







love n luck

ze bedazzlement

no words needed!!!








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ze vacuu

Filtration is a echanical or physical operation which is used for the separation of solids fro fluids (liquids or gases) by interposing a ediu through which only the fluid can pass. Oversize solids in the fluid are retained, but the separation is not complete; solids will be containated with soe fluid and filtrate will contain fine particles (depending on the pore size and filter thickness).




And it breaks her heart to think that she gave her love to a an who's hands are cold as ice!




Even if an M is issing, it's always whats written between the lines.











love n luck

ze answers

can i sleep on your tongue, its just like you licking me up?
who hasn't heard of the smurfs?
small blue people?
yet another coffee?
changed password?
why are you mercury?
what happened? again?
how much done?
where is my mind?
was i actually addicted to that?
how would you define the rate of time?
should we exchange bikes? my one is new and yours isn't?
who wrote that song?
did you check it out lately?
waiting for sun down is it?
are you actually licking of the remnants in your cup?
how rich is your college? they are on tv?
why aren't the speed breakers here anymore?
who washes buildings anyway?
how is this pen writing so light?
didn't they say they were eco-friendly?
WHERE IS THAT SMILE GONE?


Issues now open. Apply at your convenience.







love n luck

ze friend

The Pavement



Every step she moved,
Every breath she took...
He moved with her,
He breathed with her...

And when the night got lonely,
And when she was down...
Only he stood around,
Gazing over the wall...

He was this lurking figure,
She had a dark soul.
Her mind, her rival, her constant fight,
She needed a friend, her friend.

But he only stalked,
Stood and stared from afar.
Watching her break open,
Seeing her shatter.

Day by day went by,
Mindful explosions nearby.
Nowhere to turn to,
No place to run to.

Crashing in to all,
A thousand things a minute,
Ten thousand directions from,
All till every touch is numbingly cold.

Knowingly betrayed by an unknown traitor,
Illusion built the very foundation.
Unusual operational advantage,
Repelling attractive forces.
This tomorrow might never have started ever,
If punctuality was the key to existence,
Abused, vulnerable, naive, suave,
He was her friend, many times before.

Torn apart,
Detonated in to smithereens.
He has to go now,
He cannot stay.

The mind - A battle she can never win,
The boy - The dark shadow, lingering.
Through me, through it, through her,
Now called her shadow.








love n luck

ze ness

Cuteness + Sweetness = Pure Awesomeness


Po: There is no charge for awesomeness... or attractiveness.
Po: It is said that his enemies would go blind from over-exposure to pure awesomeness!
Kung Fu Panda





love n luck

ze riddle

Stuff happens, everyday,
Some days more than usual,
Some days insignificantly,
But coupled with emotions too,
Then those are the days we get screwed through and through!


I got two strong arms, blessings of babylon,
with time to carry on and try
for sins and false alarms
so to america the brave

wise men save
near a tree by a river
there's a hole in the ground
where an old man of aran
goes around and around
and his mind is a beacon
in the veil of the night
for a strange kind of fashion
there's a wrong and a right
but he'll never, never fight over you

i got plans for us
nights in the scullery
and days instead of me
i only know what to discuss
of for anything but light
wise men fighting over you

it's not me you see
pieces of valentine
with just a song of mine
to keep from burning history
seasons of gasoline and gold

wise men fold
i got time to kill
sly looks in corridors
without a plan of yours
a blackbird sings on bluebird hill
thanks to the calling of the wild wise mens child.





love n luck

ze chance or choice

When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place
at the right time,
That's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.
That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice.
That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate
Whether you want to make this a concrete relationship or just a fling?
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide
To love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
A choice made by us.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe
is so true: " Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."
I believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with them is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly...





love n luck


love n luck (for the previous post!)

ze storm

Its been a while… and more so since I think I stopped writing cos I would repeat somethings just so often in a day that there was no need anymore to reveal my history to the universe… guess im slacking on my typing too… it’s really been a while!
Today in fact as I was walking to class, this thought struck me. I was considering what manipal roads would be lik, the one joining kc to mit via campus store at least, so yeah I was wondering what the road would be like if they just allowed all the dead leaves and fallen flowers to just stay like that and the sweepers would pick up only the trash which some idiots decid to leave behind after being educated to quite a vast extent I would say!!!
Besides that, I was reminded today of how relationships make you miss out on a lot of things. And I had considered that thought earlier but as I wouldn’t really get down to even considering doing them I just banished those ideas.. well actually I might have landed up considering them but still the extent to which I would go wouldn be much as there is still a lot of ground work to be done. So today when someone mentioned the thought of a relationship holding me back from trying my hand at it got me thinking of whether it was true and I would actually have done more about it… I reached back to where I started initially but overall I think I wont really know till I try. And in my opinion, the sky isn’t the limit!
I cant believe I actually ran down to wish someone for their birthday just for a slice of cake… and to top it off, it didn’t even taste that great after all… it’s a really sad, however understandable a thing, that CCD cakes taste frickin horrid outside of their café! Why, why would anyone do that… the stupid idiots!
Though I think the exact thing that I cant get out off my head is the whole long distance concept… we shall now discuss it from all angles and frontiers:
Everyone needs physical contact sometime or the other whatever may be the situation, sometimes amazing conversations just aren’t enough!
Time is money. The ‘time’ you spend with each other be it on a phone, the internet, telegram… they all cost.
The time filter… as we refer to the previous point it also comes to mind that in order for us to maintain a balance of both time and money, are conversations are never complete.
The expectation factor-well we’ll just say, its still an expectation.
The other couples everywhere. And the missing. And the what ifs. And the miss some more. And the im sure we’ll be like that when we see each other next. And then how the other couples when looking for support against their single friends or ‘other-halves’ turn to you for your opinion cos technically your experienced too and then on goes the day dreaming and the reminders.
Loyalty. Open relationships. Envy and jealousy.
The break up. And everyone is so sure had they have been together, that break up just wouldn’t have happened, not for those reasons at least.

It rained today. Not for too long but after an approximate 5 and half hour lab exam with the promise of no less then 3 hrs more the next day, it rained today! And before that, the storm, well it blew leaves off roofs and twirled those on the ground 1 floor high. The dust was blinding me on the second floor!
And as I walked out of the building, and walked out into the world again, I glanced out on to the road and it was layered with yellowing leaves and fallen flowers and little cotton puffs and tiny seeds.

Guess those will be swept of tomorrow!