ze double packed box

I was thinking of this book I once got for Christmas from our neighbours, the Christmas Box. It used to be one of my favourites then. Slow and cold, and seemingly light till the story picks up pace. It seemed relaxed for the holidays but I never seem to ever remember the story's twist really when I decide to tell someone about it.

My Christmas box. I think it is the most interested I have ever been in anything even vaguely related to Christmas. The random thought inception when I was first browsing in a shop running an errand for mum, thereafter mentally rethinking the various facets and finally going back to the shop the next day to finally make my pick. But before that, this night shall be spent making a Christmas card to add to the personal touch.

Th next day at the shop, picking out the right one from all the ones that are exactly the same is quite a task in itself. Looking for flaws, colour combinations, and simply keeping in mind the possible thoughts of the recipient, quite a mind-balancing task I would say. Even picking the gift wrap should be symbolic of something.

I'm all ready to go to the post office and then I catch a glimpse of this card with a very nice envelope. Then I realise that the rest of the card my be used to decorate the envelope. I must say, I desperately miss my stationary collection. But the icing on the cake is the next greeting card I find to cut up!

All in all, I hope it was worth the 1 and a half hour wait in that long line at the post office. ;)

On another note, yet another kid from my colony is getting married. I remember playing with these guys in the evenings in the 5th and 6th standard. Cycling in the compound, playing this game called 'Arty-Party' (till now I still don' know why that game was called that). Oh, while we are on this topic, when I was a kid I made a new game and called it snakes! Something to do with a box with many lines and a person who was supposed to catch everyone within the outer box area while only moving along the lines. Here I shall take the liberty to say, in my opinion, I have always been very innovative especially when it comes down to new products for an even active market.

Anyhow, as I was saying, 2 kids in my colony are getting married, and I think they both barely graduated when I was in 2nd year. Now I am in 4th year, guess I'll get married when other people who are now in 1st reach their 4th year! :S

Tomorrow onward, my online time shall be very scarce, I absolutely dislike Goa.






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ze apparent winner! :S

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser's standing small
Beside the victory
That's a destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always stay in love
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...







love n luck

ze yellow

and now no one will know,
when I put in a row...
Madhuri Dixit,
Kangana Ranaut,
Sridevi!
ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
;)








love n luck

these times may be the first, but they're never the last!

ze 7th

The thing about fourth year is...








There is always something to talk about! And no gossip can beat this!





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ze decipher

Sometimes I forget how beautiful u are!







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ze if only

its jus a smiley...
thats all it wil ever be
jus a smiley







i soooooooooooooooooooooooo badly need a friend
its sad


















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Ps. for d record, the episode is called 'The Perfect Couple'

ze catastrophe

As usual, I never reach Bangalore as early as I would like to be there. It just seems so impossible that I dunno how everyone else seems to manage it with such ease. Not even a tiny hint of a clue! Besides Bangalore, I'm pretty much done here. I'm at the same place I was a little while ago and the only thing I recognize is confusion. And I cannot work with confusion. My mind is so cluttered, my day is a mess, I cant even wake up and feel good about it. My cute little tragedy. Fun-sized you could call it!

Anyway, GRE was good! Math was decent! I knew complete vocab of whatsoever they decided to ask! Life seemed just like I wanted it to be. But then again, who am I kidding.... GRE was a joke! Math was decent! Vocab was great! Verbal was 380-480!

After GRE was the best time I've ever spent in B'lore. >> Notice how I so conveniently skip forward the tragic part I've but beating myself up over for the last few days yet it's worse when it's in writing yeah, so fast forwarding, >> ! As far as i reckon, all my B'lore trips have been way better than I expect them to be! My B'lore trips in all it's entirety have been absolutely mind-blowing... And I only use this term very very literally! ;)

I don't recall whether I blogged about Bangalore before :S it has always been my favorite vacation! I always meet someone I don't know there... And that's the crazy part about it... There are soooooooooooo many people I don't know there and yet so many for that very amount of unknown people, exactly that many people I will always remember. Who would've thought? ;)

The informality. The lack of casual stuff. The sudden unexpected turn of events. The I-could-be-lost-and-I-wouldn't-even-know-it! The malls... The crosses... The blocks... The apparent circles... Phew!

The thing about B'lore... Is belonging... YOU JUST NEVER WILL!!!!!!!

It's good! It's the best you could think of in ever... It's the whore you keep coming back for... And its crazy to fall in love with someone like that! It's the best and the worst ever! She'll give you all she's got but she'll never be just yours! She'll try everything in her power to make sure you've never seen better, but even at your happiest you cant let go of the thought that you have to let go!

You've never seen her looking so lovely as she did that night,
You've never seen her looking so gorgeous as she did that night,
You've never seen her shine so bright,
You've never seen her shine so bright. She was amazing!

You have never seen that dress she's wearing,
Or the highlights in her head that catch her eyes, you have been blind.
You've never seen so many men ask her if she wanted to dance,
They're looking for a little romance, given half a chance.
You've never seen so many people want to be there by her side,
And when she turned to you and smiled, it took your breath away.
You have never had such a feeling,
Such a feeling of complete and utter love, as you did that night.


You want to dream she is dancing with you,
There's nobody here, it's just her and you,
It's where you wanna be!
But you hardly know this beauty by your side.
You'll never forget, the way she looks tonight,
The way she looks tonight,
You never will forget, the way she looks tonight!

It's confusion, it's delusion, it's Stanford! But you cant let go!



Because dinner and a movie just wont do, ever... But sometimes starters and a trailer might be your only wish tonight.

So, are you free tonight?
Please, please be.
And then maybe a little later I can say,






"Are we done yet?


'Cause I'm through!"















love n luck